It’s been almost a month since we did the grad trip in Croatia and the graduation ceremony. Surprisingly enough, it has not yet dawned upon me that the INSEAD chapter is over. I have been feeling kind of numb, it’s been kind of blank. Possibly I have been trying to avoid thinking about it, or maybe even trying to dodge the realisation that it’s over.
February. Love is always in the air. Or at least, that’s what I thought. Entering the second part of the first period of the INSEAD experience, for some reason, things begin to wear me out. The lessons are all around, the activities are all consuming, and the expectations keep on rising. And what’s worse, is that I feel alone. It feels lonely to fight by yourself through heavy scheduling, through massive personal assignments, and to struggle amidst your own expectation about yourself. I long for companionship. Where are my friends?